January 04, 2005

silent thoughts

dreams are a funny thing. yeas they are. they are the very thing that pushes many of us to accomplish everyday. without dreams, many of us may not be what we are now. some of us might even be six feet under now. i am one of these people that may just be that if dreams didnt hold against the wish for expiry at that time long ago. yes i admit that i still do have this thoughts from time to time. im not really healed yet.
dreams as in those that we see when we are hibernating every night; are on the other hand someting quite interesting. like a crystal ball, it shows us the very thing that we yearn for. hope for. crave for. its according to a book i read recently a reflection of what our subconscious is really seeking everyday. its a show that we direct and play everytime we dream. a play that shows either the very thing or scene we yearn for. or it may show the total opposite in which it might just be a simple but disturbing nightmare as its commonly knows as.
Déjà vu is something i experience quite frequently. especially now. like a dream is ordinary enough for you to go through and wake up as if you never slept last night even though you are fully recharged. but as the days go by, one of the days that pass might just involve what you did for that night. everything seems familiar and yet unfamiliar. you feel as if this is fake although it is real. until it is all well over, you realise its all familiar as you have forseened or went through the whole thing before. only in the dimension of your dreams. Déjà vu. something rather useless but interesting and intriguing.
or rather it is as useless as we all are.
after all everything will be gone when D day comes.
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