October 05, 2009

Final Lap to Graduation

Dear Family and Friends....

I always find it difficult to put things in words and I always worry too much with what they would bring...
Its was even harder for me when I first decided to leave Singapore to do my final year and graduate in UK.

First of all, it was the money involved. It wasnt a small sum and trust me, I am not someone who likes to have attention such as money to myself~

and then it felt really selfish knowing that my family felt real uneasy with all that preparation and stuff going on but still having to put them through it all just so things can move on.

and finally when its almost time to leave, I realise that my friends can be affected too~
well.... i didnt expect myself to feel so attached too. and the farewells are really touching.
its the same reason I dont really like to celebrate my birthday cos it feels too over for people to come out and do stuffs for me. ha...

I have to APOLOGISE to my friends. Most of them anyway... :(
I announced my departure too late and I simply cannot find time for everyone. Cos i know my family needed me the most and I want to be there for them.
And im sorry to alot of you who have to know that Im already in UK from fb or this blog....
T.T sorry.....


Well school's fine so far, except for the fact that I had to survive sunday, monday and tuesday without my baggages.... they were delayed la... sianded....
and its my first time in a damn cold place!!! luckily i had some warm clothing with me on the plane...

the people were nice to me knowing my plight so in a way it was a blessing~
it was really crazy when it came to the choosing modules, meeting my new classmates and well getting to know Bradford and direction and all~
Im still getting used to the cold and well~ consolation's that i finally know how it feels to get blown off ur feet! lol!! yesh the gale here IS that strong!

unfortunately complains of course I have.
maybe this place is really huge~ I had a difficult time contacting the people at the airlines and anywhere else for my baggage matters, I finally received a reply last thursday i believe...
now still waiting for second reply.....

the hostel was ok~ actually i like it cos its centralise and really close to almost everything!
however.... the laundry area still setting up!!! that means more hand washing for me.... aww man!!!!
my room has sucky view as compared to my flatmates from the other side which is absolutely fabulous, i have to pass through 4 doors technically to get to the kitchen or bathroom...and i have to swipe cards just to get there and guess what? they dont have to cos its at their area!!! AND best of all I have to cross a common corridor carrying all my barang barang to the toliet everytime i shower.... sian..... inconvenient la!!! and my area is where the UBar is... its got no privacy and noisy, well sometimes, and well the carpark's there so i guess it can be smelly sometimes from the smoking and fumes. so i keep my windows closed lo....

i want to change room but that empty room is right beside the toliet and probable has restricted view cos its sunk between 2 walls as from my research.... aw shyt la!!!

my only consolation is that this room is located where the sun and moon can shine.. everyone say its great cos where theres sun its cosy in this weather. i guess so... ive set myself up in this room so i guess I could deal with this lo... otherwise i'll ask for a change late next year just for the fun of it la...? lol

and the hostel has got crazy people who like to set off the fire alarm.
its a regulation we clear the room or else kenna fined or even kicked out lo...
its a wonder y they havent catch anyone yet cos its the 5th time in 2 weeks...!
and last night as horrible la... it was so damn cold my knees are knocking at each other, I was shivering like hyopthermic patient and I cannot talk for nuts cos i wa shaking so much.
By the time I got back to the room, I cant fall asleep and my limbs were so numb from the wind and cold of the night....

ok

i gotta leave this for now...
will update soon!! promise!

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