love love love
love love love
love is in the air and i can smell it!
its sickening, nuseating and disgusting!
i was cooped up with all the new year thingy and suddenly i was reminded that Valentine's Day is coming.
Chinese New Year is already really frustrating and to me useless especially i get no rest at all from this public holiday and a hell lot of plastered smile on my face and lots of frustrating and annoying relatives that keep asking that age old same question.
"do you have a boyfriend?
no arh?!
must find one quick! "
annoying! really annoying!
to make things worse Valantine has to fall so bloody near...
yes yes im that infamous group of NEVER BEEN KISSED
and yes we DO exist in this world okay~
im not against love itself or anything in the genus of the category LOVE
but being alone, or lonely as i would have preferred to put it, makes these event a toture for people like me
its not like we wanted things to be this way
although many attached friends always comfort us with things like
'its better to be single
you have more freedom this way'
or
'being attached is no big deal
all thats changed is you have one responsibility to answer to'
its sad how unconvincing these gestures are to us
its so bad that it seems fake
like something roughly racked up to please that miserable me in all of us
although they may be true anyway
its really hard facing people asking or surprised at the answer that we will be spending 'holidays' such as this alone.
its really disheartening to see people cuddling while the group of us lonely people gather and spend the day together.
its painful to see the people you like spending it with somebody else.
its even worse if you are, like me, the ones that lends people that all holy shoulder to the heartbroken as they pour everything onto you.
maybe ill just hide from view this february and try to disappear
for how long
i do not know
i may not return again
nah its a shame to just disappear without leaving any mark on this miserable world
maybe i'll make some guy really heartbroken or maybe make many girls afraid of me before i come to nothing.
maybe just maybe
love is in the air and i can smell it!
its sickening, nuseating and disgusting!
i was cooped up with all the new year thingy and suddenly i was reminded that Valentine's Day is coming.
Chinese New Year is already really frustrating and to me useless especially i get no rest at all from this public holiday and a hell lot of plastered smile on my face and lots of frustrating and annoying relatives that keep asking that age old same question.
"do you have a boyfriend?
no arh?!
must find one quick! "
annoying! really annoying!
to make things worse Valantine has to fall so bloody near...
yes yes im that infamous group of NEVER BEEN KISSED
and yes we DO exist in this world okay~
im not against love itself or anything in the genus of the category LOVE
but being alone, or lonely as i would have preferred to put it, makes these event a toture for people like me
its not like we wanted things to be this way
although many attached friends always comfort us with things like
'its better to be single
you have more freedom this way'
or
'being attached is no big deal
all thats changed is you have one responsibility to answer to'
its sad how unconvincing these gestures are to us
its so bad that it seems fake
like something roughly racked up to please that miserable me in all of us
although they may be true anyway
its really hard facing people asking or surprised at the answer that we will be spending 'holidays' such as this alone.
its really disheartening to see people cuddling while the group of us lonely people gather and spend the day together.
its painful to see the people you like spending it with somebody else.
its even worse if you are, like me, the ones that lends people that all holy shoulder to the heartbroken as they pour everything onto you.
maybe ill just hide from view this february and try to disappear
for how long
i do not know
i may not return again
nah its a shame to just disappear without leaving any mark on this miserable world
maybe i'll make some guy really heartbroken or maybe make many girls afraid of me before i come to nothing.
maybe just maybe
posted by babypanda at 13:59
1 Comments:
Hey girl, don't let it bother you so much k? Yah it's quite xin suan when everyone else is gradually pairing off and you're left alone, but if anything, you still got us girls =) Yah, I'm an existing never-been-kissed 19 yr old too, but hey! resolve to be a happy swinging bachelorette until the right guys comes along, we don't need those guys to survive, right? And we don't wanna find a wrong partner for all the wrong reasons too, like simply because we don't have anyone... A special girl like you deserve a lot more than that!
And we can plan to go out in Feb, no worries about spending it alone there =)
Charm
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