March 08, 2005

boring life versus no life

i think my life is utterly boring
but then people say i am experiencing no life at all

hmm....
what is the difference arh?
no life bring out the boringness of life and boring life is associated with the mono-tone days that i live with no surprises.

give me something to do PLEASE SOMEONE!!!

okay besides my cant-stand-it-anymore introduction
i might want to introduce a game that i started playing recently although it gives me that dizzy aftermath when i play it for more than 1 hour.

CONSTANTINE

cool game nice effect and interesting layout of the whole game and concept.
it make it even more enjoyable after you watch the movie and apply what you know from the movie into the game.
maybe you should try the game soon especially if you enjoyed games like CS and maybe can tahan 3D effects as well as scary atmosphere and tahan frequent heart-attack triggered by the demons appearing from nowhere.

now back to me again.

im still mourning the passing of me...
passing of me? Yes you heard me. the passing of me!
i died not technically but mentally.

its so tiring to stay alive and then when you strive to preserve the nice things around you and try to enjoy although life sucks for you
people go killing their family and finally kill themselves after that just so that they can all be together. what kinda monster would do that... especially to the ones you love and the kids that are basically life itself?!
im a sicko and virtually hopeless yet im trying to survive because there isnt anything that is so bad that makes living not worth it
even if your life like mine is worth nothing maybe you can try and make someone elses life better and thus not waste yourself. see....

if you really want to die
read my suggestion.
please dont die by actions that troubles the policemen.
things like slitting your wrist, jumping, dying in the midddle of the forest and drinking poison are basically often seen as possible murder thus wasting alot of taxpayers $$.
killing yourself in your own car might me a nice way. you look nice and we dont have to remove you with any trouble.
jumping from buildings basically leaves alot of clean up to do. your blood cant get washed off so easily and often scare people into walking round the site an extra mile to advoid the possibility if seeing you at night. if you jump from even higher we have to scrape you off the pavement and have to go through the pain of locating you waste time waste $$.
maybe you can try tying a rock to your ankle and drown yourself. let the fished eat you away and you basically disappear from the face of earth. save $ save trouble. you might even help add a couple of Kgs of crude oil in a million years.
or even better donate your organs and the beating heart to someone trying to live as long as possible!

that leaves me with the last words of advice.
there are still so many beautiful things on earth to even consider death.
death is not reversible. you jump of the cliff and then decide to quit dying.
trust me there is more to life then death.

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