Life science? nursing? teaching?

well.... i guess its time to come clean...
time to face it all....
after the trauma of reject from both NUS and NTU... haiz...

i went to MDIS... had a small meeting with the representative for Life Science( abu hanifah) and well decided to take it.
since my results are not good at all... i had to take a Foundation Certificate in Biomedical Science first before going into the degrees...
okay then and well maybe its a nice thing cos they are moving to a new campus in queenstown this year anyway...
ohh i forgot, the cert is from a university known as the University of Bradford in UK.
its 3rd for bioscience in UK so well it might be okay afterall....

or maybe i should go for nursing next year as an operation assistance?
well its kinda fun in a way cos i want to be in places like this all my life anyway...
but then everyone's telling me that i should take up nursing in Australia instead of Singapore...
hmm....

or should i just go full fledge teaching swimming after i finish my attachments?
well i was hoping that NTU will at least accept me for the fact that i want to teach and see it as a possible form of employment, with the fact that im teaching swimming already...
but alas haha its my fault anyway what to do....

but then there's always alternatives... maybe i'll just go work in the casino with the knowledge of japanese and french... haha
or maybe a tour guide....

dont worry, even if im really in the dumps i'll find a way out as usual, haiz.... kinda tiring but what to do!
those people disappear when you approach them as usual... where are the people that i can and want to turn to when i look for you?! dont give me that unnocent face! you know who you are!!!ah forget it!
unexpected people do pop out occasionally anyway... thanks to you guys and you know who you are! most of all my daddy... thanks for the comfort and assurance.... love you.