lets starve the darn devil!

"yup the devil indeed~
got nothing to do but hurt the precious heart.
but we must be strong for he feeds on the negative feelings!
lets starve the darn devil!"

well theres another tag that i left on vicki's board just 5 minutes ago...
somehow i liked it so much i just had to put it here in my blog..

you see most of my friends are devoted christians as well as catholics (pardon the spelling)
and well i being a free one and standing in the middle... i have thoughts that's right in the middle.
yes im very superstitous if you are wondering and at the moment i just want to be where i am
i will choose a side when the time comes. maybe not. i'll just leave it to time.
anyway its like everyones hurting each other and they always blame the devil...

"Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane.
So, instead we get what I call half-breeds.
The influence peddlers.
They can only whisper in our ears.
A single word can give you courage,
or turn your favorite pleasure into your worst nightmare
Those with the demon's touch and those part angel, living alongside us.
They call it the balance. I call it hypocritical bullshit."

yes i believe theres the devil so that theres the balance to god.
but somehow i like then way the movie Constantine depicts it.

" What if I told you that God and the devil made a wager,
a kind of standing bet for the souls of all mankind?"

but then theres us. we can choose not to break but rise from it.
okay this is a little hard so we turn to Harry Potter
rise from the ashes.

hint: phoenix (a Greek mythical bird that burns into flames).
how about that. easier?
you cry and break and wail and do whatever to repair.
grab my shoulder scream at me if it makes you feel better.
and come back to me, all fresh and ready to shine again.

"Happiness can be found,
even in the darkest of times,
if one only remembers to turn on the light."

its hard i know thats why i'll be there! this is what i am here for!
if you dont make use of me and the friendship to pull the shattered you back together again.
what else can? sometimes things cannot be solved by hugging your mom aint it?
someone not related in the name of blood to you might be that answer sometimes aint it?
sometimes a friend is just that someone you need.
someone to just listen, sit by you,

and get you that drink when you are thirsty from all that tears and whispering.
let me be that angel for once. an angel that cant fly, really! (too heavy la)

and please dont be shy and paiseh!
what waste my time, feel bad making me sad also~ all those are crap yea?!
if you dont waste my time by letting me do something that i feel is worth it
i'll be wasting it in front of the TV or sleep myself to death... yes im that lazy.