old times

it all started with 1 picture from primary6 at camp christine.


and people ive missed for the past 12 years came flooding in to comment in facebook.
my goodness~!!! some of them have changed so much I would NOT recognise them on the streets!
and we are as bad ass as we were 13 years ago~ good thing ehh?!

and so as i was packing up my area this morning, i found my file of all the pictures from ZHSS and NYJC. (hmm.... i wonder where the pics for chongfu has gone.....)
and well, i couldnt resist adding them to the collection.
I was laughing so hard looking through those pictures seeing how much we've all changed in such a short time!
aiya.....i was MUCH thinner.... damn.....

i remember the first time i took a leading position, the natural high on stage with guzheng troupe.
PB in ZHSS that offered me a chance to really crawl outta my shell and really work my arse off, the days in school decorating the building and stuffs, duties, sports day, canteen and bookshop, PB room, detention committee ha...., caligraphy class, etc etc etc.....

NYJC that had its highs and very lows.....
OCIP in Thailand(changmai) and LTCs

i miss those days...

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daddy's birthday

this is the period where birthdays happen around me...















dad, aiya wanted to celebrate for him.
no chance, he's into one of those querky temper again...
of all days to choose.... aiya... bo bian...

so instead of the dinner and present, he got only the present lo...
and he never take notice if its presence until yesterday...
better than never la...
now he complain too loose~ LOL good! at least now we know he like the watch for sure~ :p

she's 7 already!!

shes my sister, and she's 7 yrs old.
please la~ she's no accident la~
honestly, ngeeDi and ahNgee already know the stork's bringing her to us la...

not looking back, my mom's really brave and all...
and my dad, well he's really someone isnt it? (harlow, its the sole bread winner side of him la!)

i can still remember its during my O levels when my mom was expecting my sister.
surely its tough for the whole family.
i can remember the days when we had to chip in and cover housework just so that my mom doesnt have to worry.
and the other gloom that hangs over us was our dear granny's health... i was in and out of hospital during that time cos i felt the duty to be there everytime my mother looks at me with that guilt-strickened eyes that she cant travel all over and help granny, and well i wanted to be there with granny.

she's not exactly young for a pregnant mother, and she's really weak on the heath side too..
and well, it breaks our heart to see her keeping mum about malaise just so that we can continue to enjoy the carefree days.
and my brother he's really something. girlfriend and all and yet he manages to cover my part during the exam periods.

my sister came just before my main papers.
imagine the stress when both of us got calls from dad that mother's in for an emergency caesarean in the evening. all went well and sister was really cooperative.
gave me my nights of sleep before exams, although that's probably my mother cooing her all those nights.

now she's a full blown devil who loves the color RED
and whos gotten the hearts of the men in the house.
even mom cant handle her.
so its moi, the BIG devil's job to control and keep her under control.

so guys out there, dont be fooled!











ehh? lol, this girl doesnt know the danger sitting next to her~keke~!!!










ya~ the loving couple... gross....










dad's treat!! VivoCity.










haha~!! i bought the devil these double scoops at Ben&Jerry's
she wanted brownies but they ran out, so i got her the brownies and this ultimate chocolate or something to replace. (",)

shared these 2 comic books Obelix&Asterix with bro for de devil's birthday present.. although i suspect its my brother who wanted these books in the first place....










lol~ i just gotta put this up. explains our monthly mood swings those men-dont-get-it episodes~ (^^) sorry guys~ been hard on ya huh??

Suicidal Stunt...Stupid guy...

i'll update later, for now, here's the link.
frankly, i wished he jumped.




heres the story~



It was another ordinary day off for me.

Late mornings, bring sister to school, brunch with mom, shopping after that...same routine (well...almost) until wo go on our way home.
a crowd was gathering at the void deck of a block we are going to bypass.
something yellow was growing bigger and bigger.

then my mom spotted the missing link.
a youngster was seated at the ledge at the 6th floor.












My mom was shocked as that ignorant boy teased the crowd leaning away from the wall.
I on the other hand was furious!

Day in day out, i see people fight the war against cancer for their mere chance to survive yet another mere day.
the almost cruel ritual of their treatment schedule, it sometimes breaks my heart to see them even with almost 3 years of professional polishing from the docs and nurses i worked with. I see them again and again after every treatment, weaker, thinner, balder. I see them fight nausea, weakness in their limbs, the torture mentally and physically. I literally see some of them waste away... while some recover (goodie!).

so why are you still sitting there??

oh ya... i forgot...according to a book i read sometime back, the problem now is probably not simply to jump or not to jump.
its a situation which got out of their hand. the thing on their hand now is not death, its how to survive after survival.
its a fight to see how they can exit this situation and yet save their 'face'. they fear the coward label, the ugly situation of being whisked away by police etc etc....













well the civil defense did eventually pull him back in a rather efficient and well, im impressed~
kudos to them~

Family Dinner at Yan Palace

It was a public holiday on 1st October 2008 in Singapore.
Not for Children's Day but for Hari Raya Puasa

Well, that means a great time for a family gathering with good food and karaoke~
LOL!! its great to hear my grandfather pick up the mic to sing again almost 3 years after my granny's passing.
and to think that my brother showed he's brotherly side by feeding me with too much of the things i like.

like this braised fish maw... he filled up my plate with nothing else but fish maw ONLY~! harhar!!!














when grandpa was singing, my sister, brother and cousins with their mom(from the left)














grandpa with brother singing 爱拼才会嬴














and finally...my favourite: sister and brother singing 你是我心里的一首歌by王力宏&Selina. CUTE!!

Cherish Puzzle

time to change the jigsaw puzzle~

Tioman Paya Beach

a "not-so-secret" getaway right after exams.

1. to forget life back here for a while
2. to unleash the ahNgee suppressed for so long
3. to come back to where i started my affair with the sea
4. to lost myself under the sea, hope for a tan
5. the island, me and the sea.

i've got to share this pic.

ya thats right, u didnt see wrong. have a good laugh!

now that im back, peeling and probably a pound heavier...
ah well~ i live to eat anyway~ some pics to satisfy my narcissism.
(^.^)

the ultimate prize

i was out~ amk hub.
i was walking staring and contemplating if i should try the claw vending machine.
i was staring at the plush toys when i felt this soft tug at my jeans.
I stood there in awe as the ultimate prize climbed out of the machine at my feet...

yup~ i dunno whose kid this is but he tried to climb in again~ LOL!!

cherries! my fruit debut

i was munching on one of them when i realise the water droplets are so pretty~!!

and suddenly my brain just sparked and i realise i haven touch my camera for a darn long time!

just look at my silica gel turning a pinkish shade of purple!

so i started my camera, tuned the time and pressed the shutters~ adjusted the aperature twitch the shutter speed and voila!

i am so darn happy so darn HAPPIE!!!

i cant believe i am munching on these poor things right now~

ahwell~ they are where i got them for! haha!

enjoy!!