lets talk about relationship...

lets talk about relationship this time and skip me for a while...

well geri i just want to put this at the very beginning....
actually i know abt the man you love thingy from a long time ago... c'mon lar im very sensitive at that point of time and well its just the female's instinct lar~
anyway thanks for keeping by my side during that period cos know it must have hurt like hell for you during that time to console me and all... but im over it liao. perfectly cured.
but now that everythings in the clear~ just go for your happiness! no one not even me should stop you from that!
p/s: yes, i agree with you that there is nothing like selfless love...
but there is definitely something close to that... trust me, im feeling it everyday now...

pig and wolf, i hope things go well for you in the end... no matter the outcome.
friends are friends afterall and well i dont want to see both of you emerge battered and torn.
take things slow, think and talk. remember, listen more and try to understand...
both of you are at a diff level of mentality with regards to maturity. you get the hint, i believe.
jia you jia you! i cant help you start that fire again but i can find the wood for you right?
relax, breath and enjoy the process... thats whats important aint it...
seriously hope you read this entry...

within this month alone i saw another possible breakup but this time it involves a pregnant young lady and her fiancee... its like a mixture of money problem, jealousy of a male chauvanist and a young girl wanting to enjoy all the wild and fun stuffs around her and not settling down totally... i just like tore apart before me and well i lost contact halfway.... but i hope you guys are doing fine now... wherever you are siti...

seriously, is there something wrong in the air cos two extremes revolve round me this month... people getting married and people breaking up... seriously
its making me feel guilty for enjoying life as a god-dammed (excuse me) single...
shit this must really be it cos i just cut myself the second time today really badly...
@^%#$!

as for me, i have this love and hate relationship with books.
yes i like studying but i hate it at the same time... funny right?
the feeling of bliss when your brain sucks in all that knowledge is like being really deeply in love.
meals dont even matter as much already! not even the world that i turn along with to the spin of the Earth! yea im trying and learning to appreciate books.
im trying to love it more than hate it now because i really want this relationship to become a positive one and continue this miraculous phenomenon between me and darling booklings.
may we go hand in hand all the way...
yadda, yadda, yadda...

yea, yea, you get the picture...