slowing down too much & i don't like it..?

AIYAH....!!!

im starting school next week and well its rather scary.
scary in the sense that i have to wake up earlier than i would like to, i have to study and mug harder than i have ever did and well i was thinking if i did make it to NUS somewhere in the middle, that would please them but then i'll just take a step at a time for now...
there's french and there's japanese which i would really like to continue but looking at how things are at the moment, i might have to drop them next year when my lessons are conduct in the evenings which is something i realy dislike about the system over there... sigh...
just when i'm starting to be a little better during lessons, i have to drop them...

and well i still have like 10 lessons more for my swimming instructor attachment and i have a feeling its not going well at all.... anyway i'll just take a step at a time for now...

and.... oh yea i started on the cosplay costume, after much delay, and well it seems to be in need of an inner lining cos the white is just not thick enough to look well yea, white. havent sew it yet... maybe im going to ask geri if i can borrow her sewing machine someday... in the meantime, i think i'll just go get more cloth and finish my cutting up until then.

and... i have to like stop tutoring my cousins unless until i can find a time to teach her. the older of the tutee changed it to saturday morning and well... we'll see how it goes tomorrow... actually i think she's okay so far cos she's doing pretty well really! i feel kinda bad taking her money...

and... im not working this weekend and yes! im free!! but as usual most of them are not free when i am as usual haha~ well i'll just see how things go and take a step at a time~ i think i repeated this like 6 times already.. haha!

things seem to be slowing down a little too much and i dont really like it... have to find something to bustle about later.... or maybe im just moving too slow. so slow that i the sloth or snail cant take it too! hmm... how about i go do something about the way i look and try for STARDOM?! who knows?!

AHhhhhh....... headache.